Well I'm a 20 soon to be single mother, due feb 4 2010, going through a divorce(horrible one at that but ive never heard of a civil one) i wont say that I hate anyone, but he really messed my life up, I was a house wife, after he cheated he threw me out an I legally could only get my clothes an very few personal belongings. ugh but now I'm also attending high school. Things are rough right now, I stay with my father an we both are drowing in bills, he currently cant make his bills an I'm a burden to him, I cannot get a job because I dont have the stable transportation I need to hold a job, and its even harder that I do my schooling in the morning an he works nights. At the moment we are over 2000 in debt, even with the little bit of help we are getting really isnt doing much, im tryin to get out on my own but I dont get enough from cash assistance to even find a decent place on HUD housing, Ive even been denied HUD because of how great of debt I'm in, And thats not even the worst, its hard to keep food in our mouths because me an my dad dont quilify for food stamps, in ohio you have to be 22 an older living with a parent to get it, so I couldnt an apparently my dad makes to much, even with our rent cut in HALF we still arent making the bills, I just cant seem to catch a break, all I can hear is get a job! but I'm 28 weeks pregnant, an barely making it to doctor visits alone transportation for job!! I hate the fact I'm bringing another life into this situation, its kinda stressful because I just want to give her the best in life, an Im scared I'm going to fail her as a mother, If I had the transportation I could work so we both can get on our feet, and I wouldnt have to worry so much bout my child having everything it needs, as we have a roof over our head as well.
